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Summer is here, the weather has noticeably been getting warmer (hopefully it will last - but you never know in Humboldt County).
I've been thinking more and more about my bikinis, and actually wearing them in public.
The trip to Tahoe is right around the corner, and of course the bathing suit and short dresses will inevitably have to be dusted off...
I have been busting my ass to get in the best possible shape, for my mind, body, and day-to-day healthy living.
I've switched my running "route" so that it's mostly an uphill run --- through a really pretty and safe neighborhood. However, in spite of all my efforts I still haven't been able to break the 3 mile mark. I could make excuses for this, but that's not my style.
I hate excuses.

So t
oday, when I got home from work I made up my mind: I was going to run 4 miles. I was going to do it, keep up a steady pace, and just fucking DO it.
At the top of the 3rd mile I hit a really big hill, and man did I start to doubt myself. The voices in my head were not encouraging: "I don't know if I can do this. Man this sucks ass."
Once I made it to the top of the hill I noticed a woman getting out of her car, she looked at me and shouted: "Have a good run!"
My energy level suddenly exploded from hearing her encouraging words and I shouted back - "Thanks!! I'm trying to break four miles!"
"Wow!" she said - "You can do it!"

And I did!
Actually I ran 4.3 miles, just to be on the sure side.
On the last quarter mile I kept repeating to myself: "Four mother-fucking miles, mother fucker! Four mother-fucking miles!" And when I got home I almost started to cry. I could feel my body accepting the distance, and I wasn't tired or winded. I know I could've kept going too. This is just such an amazing personal accomplishment for me - so I have to bask in it for a little while. The doubts that I had about running a marathon are all out the window now. I know I can do it. Did I mention that my asthma is pretty much non-existent at this point?
Damn, I love running!



Okay enough of that. How about some cute puppy pictures?
















 

Date: 2009-06-25 05:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] v-gan.livejournal.com
Congrats on the 4 miles! That's awesome!

Cute puppies, as always : D

Date: 2009-06-25 06:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shootermcnugget.livejournal.com
Well done - I really dislike running but really need to get into it! I once ran 6km (not sure the conversion but I usually only like to run short distances like 3km) and afterwards I felt so shaky but so accomplished.

Adorable puppies.
x

Date: 2009-06-25 11:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/orphe_/
omg the last picture kills me! i love his funny little muppet feet!

congrats on four miles, that's awesome. i wish i could run!

Date: 2009-06-25 11:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lianna.livejournal.com
doesn't that feel awesome? you did it! and that lady's shout out was the universe's way of saying "yes you can". :)
i've just begun tying to get back in shape after having baby #2, so this was inspiring to me. thanks :)

and ELMER on the beach. so cute.

Date: 2009-06-25 12:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ladyjaneinlace.livejournal.com
You rock for 4 miles!! Way to go!!

And those pics are adorable. Your newest baby is so sweet and fluffy!

Date: 2009-06-25 01:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] evil-olive.livejournal.com
awesome job on the four miles! i remember the first time i hit four - it was an amazing feeling. and it'll get easier and easier the more you do it. before you know it, you'll be running 10 like it's nothing!

Date: 2009-06-25 01:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guitarcries.livejournal.com
Wow, good for you! I love encouragement from random strangers... it really can make a difference. And those photos are ridiculously cute.

Date: 2009-06-25 02:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dolmadez.livejournal.com
Congrats on breaking 4 miles! That's impressive! I don't think I've ever ran more than half a mile before.

I love your puppies.

Date: 2009-06-25 02:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] marci-ny.livejournal.com
Truly an inspiration!! (I knew you could it though!!) AMAZING!!

Your babies are just beautiful!! *steals them* <3 <3 <3

Date: 2009-06-25 03:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fusis.livejournal.com
yay! so great! i seriously do not know how you do it with those hills. when we ran in humboldt it was always at the track at hsu or eureka high, and now in chicago, it's flat! you are awesome!

Date: 2009-06-25 04:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] laceyslostlove.livejournal.com
hell yeah! i know how it is at the end of your running goal..you start to wish you could just zap yourself home...but then you MAKE IT and it's so glorious!

Date: 2009-06-25 06:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dearnana.livejournal.com
Im proud of you on the 4 miles Ms. Fae! Sounds like you super kicked ass, and yay for that woman being saying just the right thing at just the right time.
What type of pup is Elmer? Hes too cute. Its just not right

Can you PM me your address, I want to send you a post card from Seattle!

Date: 2009-06-25 11:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lilhappyfamily.livejournal.com
Wow, that is fantastic! And I bet that woman got a boost from being part of such an awesome exchange too. I love stories like this and I'm so impressed with people who can run!

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